It doesn’t go away. Why does it doesn’t go away. I want it to go away.
i pretend that im happy, but im not, i feel lost and lonely and sad, even with a pretty smile on my face and a lot of people in my life, but i believe somehow in the fact, that not everybody belongs somewhere, some people are just lost.im one of them and i cant take it that much longer.
Dear Lord,
I found out something today. It broke my heart, like it shattered my already broken heart. This one just hit my heart right to the core. You were the only one who saw the series of breakdowns and cries these past months, my friends doesn’t even know I’ve been crying this much, so you know how much I’ve been hurting. I’ve always been a good girl, and I know that I don’t deserve this, but You have reasons, so I’m not going question you. In fact, You’ve been giving me all these signs, i didn’t get it at first, but its starting to make sense now. Lord, Please help me get through this. It’s going to be hard, so make me strong, okay?
Love, me.
